recently, the pain is getting much more unbearable. why? after so long i'm feeling the pain in more intensity. wad hurts the most is not being able to be together again. wad hurt the most is not you have someone else in your heart. wad hurt the most is not i'm not able to give you up. wad hurt the most is not the inability to help you when i know you are having some problems. what hurt the most is not having to act like everything is ok.
What hurt the most? is that i've decided this is best for you despite every part of me screaming out otherwise. is that i've to do everything opposite of wad i really want. is that i have to give up everything true within myself. i miss you. i miss you so dearly. i never felt more dead.
